Confessions

As Usher would say...these are my confessions....

I had a fail yesterday with the whole stress management thing.  Guess I'll be starting over again today!

When I'm driving alone in my car, I'll blast the radio and sing at the top of my lungs to (insert your favorite Reo Speedwagon or Chicago ballad here).  And I always know all the words.

I miss beer.  There, I said it. 

I'm excited for the new fall shows to start...mostly because that means Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill will be back.  And no, I am not a 14 year old girl.  I'm a 30 year old woman who likes to watch teen shows. 

I can't eat salad.  Before the pregnancy, sure I'd eat salad all the time.  But ever since I've become pregnant,


I take a bite of salad and want to spit it out like I'm some petulant three year old refusing my dinner. 

I played Barbies with my niece Roo the other day, and I think I had more fun than her brushing their hair.  And these were totally 1980s Barbies that my sister and I used to play with - big hair, big bangs, blue eyeshadow...the works. 

Every year when they have "back to school" stories about students returning to IU in the fall, it makes me really really wish I were still in college.    So much fun!  I miss it. 

Back in college, I may or may not have owned the N-Sync Christmas CD.  Don't judge me. 


When I was a little girl, I wanted to be a ballerina (and I'm 5'1" so that should have been interesting)


I have had a friend text me on a date to see if I needed to 'fake' an emergency to get out of a bad date.  And I have done that on more than one occasion. 


I'm actually really scared about the physically having a baby part.  I may or may not have had several nightmares about dying while having the c-section surgery.  So yeah, I'm freaked out. 


I slept with an old stuffed animal of T's from when he was a kid next to me every night he was gone in Death Valley.  It reminded me of him...


So those are just a few of my confessions.  What are some of yours?